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Reality by Tentenxhinata, literature

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Though my heart never was whole as I continue down this path I realize just how broken and messed up it is. This path of light and love– much warmer than that path of death and darkness I once knew– will always lead me straight and true… But not if I follow my heart. My heart–so broken, so confused; I cannot discern what it says. I cannot tell one feeling from the next, nor do I know its source. I am not the One who knows all hearts; my own constantly deceives me! For my heart is pure darkness– even the parts where light shines through has dark, poisonous vines twisting around its frame. I fear myself–

My Final Farewell by Tentenxhinata, literature

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My Final Farewell

Author's Note: This incomplete story was partly influenced by my friend Noelle's class assignment, which is to write a short story to story board using one character from the "Gashlycrumb tines" (which is very morbid and sad, I don't like it.) And she picked "N" The character's name is Neville and I sat down with her one day to help her brainstorm ideas, so she's pretty much set for her assignment. The rest was influenced by mellow mood and a need to peacefully release. The Author's note in the beginning was inspired by my friend AJ who mentioned that it sounded like I was writing a suicide note instead of a story. That said, the title its

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Sigh. Close your eyes. Breathe deep. Relax. How simple each day comes, quickly passing through extraordinary to ordinary. Work piles higher, tempers flare There's never enough time! The worries never cease. How fickle we've become: obsessed with little things that fade away. In reality, we should be chasing after the Infinite, but sadly, we're all stuck in our own little worlds. We take sunsets for granted, and stars are meaningless to us. They have no purpose for us, therefore we deem them useless. We are never grateful, never thankful for the fact that we are alive. Life in itself is a joke to us, and we constantly mo

How do I go on? by Tentenxhinata, literature

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How do I go on?

I feel as though I have so much to say with absolutely no way to communicate it with you. In truth, you are, simply a dial away, but since you created this barrier between us I know, that even if I call you will never answer. You let me believe that you loved me, then, when it was annoying, you tossed me out like trash And maybe that isn't true, but how would I ever know? "Please stop calling and texting me," even though we were supposedly friends for nearly four years, this is how I was dismissed. Not even through a conversation, but through a one-sided text message. I could have replied all day long, I could have

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Artist // Student // Varied

June 6
United States
Deviant for 14 years

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My name is Angelique.
I love to write, LOVE to write. Currently I'm attending culinary school. About to move to Dallas Texas.

I miss my family very much. Its so hard to be apart from them, and harder knowing I cannot go back to them. Really though, out of all of them, its my little sisters I miss, because they are the only ones that never pushed me away.

To my little sisters: If you ever read this page, I want you to know that I love you guys so much. I never stopped. You are my family, but everything is so complicated right now. Whenever you both get older, or whenever you are no longer living with mom I will explain everything. I promise.

Favourite Visual Artist

Don't have one. I like what I see.

Favourite Movies

Ratatouille, The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

Favourite TV Shows

Korean Dramas

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Big Bang, B2ST, SHINee, SNSD, Secret, T-ara, and other kpop artists

Favourite Books

The Shadowmancer

Favourite Writers

Jesus

Favourite Games

FF-series, Kh-series, Star Ocean, LOD, LOZ among others

Favourite Gaming Platform

all

Other Interests

music, drawing, sketching, reading, writing, sleeping

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Tentenxhinata

Nov 8, 2012

New and Improved

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I'm writing a new entry because I am tired of going to my page and seeing my post "Sad news and Epic Announcements. So, Here are my latest updates: I recommitted my life to serving Jesus January 1st 2011! Yay! I've never been happier, and though I went through a lot because of that decision I made, I do not regret it. Life is doing well, in a bit of a jam now, but all will be well soon. Going into the Army, as soon as I get out of this spiritual slump, and don't know what's going to happen after that. Found out last friday that my grandmother has brain cancer and vascular disease. That's been the most difficult thing to deal with, on top

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Tentenxhinata

Mar 3, 2011

Epic News and Sad Announcements!!!!

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Okay everyone, gather around, gather around. This won't take long, and this news may not even be all that shocking...but here it is... I am OFFICIALLY done with art and writing. I will NO LONGER draw, write, or anything! That means that I will probably never do my part for the FFTrain, I will not update any of my stories AND unfortunately it means that I will not complete (or start) on any promised art trades or anything. Luckily no one has given me anything so I don't HAVE to do the trade anyway. But since I promised some people art trades, I am saddened that I must go back on that promise. Here's why: I am no a completely different perso

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Tentenxhinata

Feb 18, 2011

Bieber Fever

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Wow. Just watched the Beiber movie Never Say Never and....just wooooow. What an amazing story about an equally (if not more so) amazing person! And I'm not just talking about the fact that this kid is barely 17 (if he's even 17 yet) and has accomplished things that most adults never seem to be able to accomplish: his dreams. No he himself as a person is just amazing! I mean this boy is just caring, self sacrificing, loving, talented (really really talented!) just an overall wonderful and amazing person. wow!! I am impressed with who he is. Seriously watch this movie. I mean it. Really watch it!! You just may contract Beiber fever like me (no

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Oct 27, 2016

Are you back from the Army?

Tentenxhinata

Mar 15, 2017

Funny thing, I ended up not joining due to an accident. But I decided to do mission work instead. Right now I'm finishing up my AA and then going for my BS degree in Nutrition.